Oh my God, you're reading it right. I just mentioned a guy. The guy that always makes my heart fluttering. The guy that whenever someone shouted his name, my heart ached. The guy that made me thump when he showed up.
J. A.
It stands for... Jin Akanishi. I never understand how can i love him so much if he's not the perfect portrait of my ideal type. I liked his songs, everything of him actually. But the thing is, i couldn't do anything from here. I would gladly bought his albums or even DVD IF THERE WAS A PRE ORDER FROM INA. I would happily registered for Jip's (his official fansclub) IF HE ALLOWED INT'L FANS TO REGISTER. OMG it's truly depressing. There was zero percent probability for him having a world tour here. Even finding his fans here is difficult.
Maybe it's because his fans tend to act calmly and individualistic. They are just like me, never had a thought of making an unofficial fan account. So... here I am. Still waiting for any miracles to happen.
Have you ever listened to his musics? His recently released album was titled Mi Amor. He even uploaded the PV. What do i think about the PV? Weird. He always used a weird concept for his comeback, but i enjoyed it. My senses are already blinded by him, so there is no reason to not loving his works. But seriously it's weird, his PV. He was going naked with laser guitar and dust everywhere. I remembered it well that there was a kiss scene there. The couples just kissed passionately, maybe it symbolized the meaning of the song. The song, Mi Amor itself is unique. Jin always came up with a brand new concept for his song WITH HIS SENSUAL VOICE ABSOLUTELY. He knows exactly his point that there is a great aura of sensualities inside of him. His body language, his expression, and also his voice are the most erotic thing that a human can produces. So eros.
His music is just like himself, exposing his sensualities and full of eros. No need any porn and just listen to my music, i think this is what he wanted to say. Eargasm, yes, he could make you feel it.
That One Last Time song told about an ambiguous situation when a couple had a fight. I don't really know if i get it wrong or right, but i feel eros by listening to it. So is Lenny J song. Lenny J told about a situation when a man interested with his GF's sister. You're such a bad boy, Jin. Why... why you always do this to me? Letting me have a wild fantasy everytime i listened to one of yours.
Maybe the only neutral song that he ever made is Ai Naru Hou e. I believed that song is made for his daughter, because it also released right after his daughter is born. I can feel his fatherly love by the lyric. You see, even though he has wild aura inside and been living a live-as-he-wanted, he is a family-oriented man. At first, I never believed seeing his interest to children and how much he said that he wanted to have a child. Now you already had it, right? She is so cute, your daughter Theia. You see, I'm happy as long as you're living happily.
Bakanishi, just look at your depressed int'l fans here. I want to be an official Jip's too, you know. Here, hold me. Because you already know it, there is no one that could hold me but you.
God, this must be weird. Whoever read it will see me odd, but who cares. They can't even have a chance to feel it the way i feel to you right now. They just don't understand. And i don't matter of what others see as long as i have you, right?
